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Favorites February 2018 this month has been very eventful my birthday was first week of February and that means many new things for presents so here are my favorite things this month, 1) i got a new pastel pink bag that i adore so much 2) cloths from hot topic including a new leather jacket 2 new tshirts and 2 new pairs of jeans 3) i was also introduced to hard candy cosmetics  TV shows and movies 1) aqua teen hunger force, 2) ponyo 3) my little pony the movie  4) trolls 5) super sentai car ranger 6) batman by gas light i highly recommend all these shows and movies favorite youtube momments my can you be goth and emo video got to over 100 views and my channel is now at 149 subbies come check out my latest video the favorites vlog https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z8RxfKTkXDQ

my struggles of having to be on  disability i talk about my disability a lot on my channel but i never seem to get the courage to speak out about how much a struggle it is being on disability and not being aloud to be in control of it  a in November i lost my fiances mother as my rep over a family issue with me they did not want a schizophrenic to marry their son and throw me under the bus left me with out anyone to control my money it was a real struggle and anxiety ridden moment it lasted for a couple weeks i was so scared then his aunt offered to help me but only if i met her standards i had no choice so once again my life is being controlled i dont get to wear what i want or dye my hair well io dyed my hair behind her back she flipped out exactly like a parent would saying thats not the way a lady looks excuse me if i want to be different cause i am different thankfully she let it slide but who knows what will set her off to...

                                  video plan for 100 subbies im almost to 100 subscribers on my youtube ahhh this is so exciting ive only been on my youtube channel since november im so proud of myself for growing this channel all the hard work is paying off so getting to my 100 sub plan i want to do a song cover again to celebrate but this one will be shot like a music video i want it to look as cool as possible for my viewers to enjoy im gona plan to do the song rainbow by sia from the my little pony movie i love to sing but dont get to often i thought shooting  a cool music video would really show my viewers how much i love them! heres my first cover i did if you want to go check that out   https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=owBZ6doReOE&t=4s

My plans for youtube  here are my plans for youtube jsut been brain storming some ideas i want to do tell me what you think !. art time lapse  2. itta bag dye 3. customizing my vanity mirror 4. kawaii fawn makeup 5.dark fawn makeup        these 2 are supposed to follow each other 6. creppy cute makeup 7. vlogging a normal day with me around where i live  8.hair transformation vlog 9. story time why dont i cosplay at conventions anymore 10.story time the time i was introduced to anime  11. pinki pie makeup 12. darky pie makeup   anouther double feature 13. a trip to hobby lobby vlog  these are my ideas for now