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how i got my insperation so i been doing photo shoots for a long time now over a year , my style has changed so much though i used to do cosplay and anime themed stuff till i started lissoning to goth music and it really opened my eyes to a whole new world. Then i started looking up gothic fashion on pinterest ( which i love) and ideas just flooded my head i learn most of my makeup by looking at pictures on there and it really inspires my fashion sense. Even my kawaii side is inspired ! so anyway today i fashioned my outfit from morticia herself i wore a cape some cat eye sun glasses and all black which black is my happy color i did my eyes all dramatic and wore red lip stick with black lip liner i felt gorgeous .

                             why i model as a hobby self confidence has always been a huge issue for me growing up the only word i ever heard was fat . This did a number on my confidence i started seeing myself as ugly and un attractive it dident help that my sister was getting all the boys in school and my other siblings were all in relationships. But something changed when i went into 10th grade my dad got me into phototgraphy and i had also joined the cosplay community being infront of the camera made me feel pretty for once in my life. Now days i take pictures all the time and no longer do i see what people have said all these years.  Even if your a bigger girl modeling as a hobby is a great thing for boosting how you feel about yourself . Now that i have modeling in my life im no loner lissoning to what others have said to me.  And i think my readers and viewers should give i...

Favorites February 2018 this month has been very eventful my birthday was first week of February and that means many new things for presents so here are my favorite things this month, 1) i got a new pastel pink bag that i adore so much 2) cloths from hot topic including a new leather jacket 2 new tshirts and 2 new pairs of jeans 3) i was also introduced to hard candy cosmetics  TV shows and movies 1) aqua teen hunger force, 2) ponyo 3) my little pony the movie  4) trolls 5) super sentai car ranger 6) batman by gas light i highly recommend all these shows and movies favorite youtube momments my can you be goth and emo video got to over 100 views and my channel is now at 149 subbies come check out my latest video the favorites vlog https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z8RxfKTkXDQ

Can You Be Goth And Emo? this week im going to be writing alot about m life in the alternative scene . This subject isent one most alternative people like to talk about i dont  know if its a confidence issue or goths  dont like to talk about it, im the type of person who always has to speak their opinion. My answer to this question is yes you dont have to give up your love of emo music to be part of the goth subculture dont give up things you love just to fit in and dont be afraid to say you like certain things. If your going to hide who you are and what your other interests are where is the fun in being part of a community if you have to hide yourself . i get people have bad confidence in them selves so do i but we need to learn to accept are selves if we want other people to accept us as who we truly are . Hope this post helps some of you alternative people out  check out my video on the subject https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8ZihAyVvo64&t=2s ...

where i get my cloths  i just did a video of all my alternative cloths so thought this be a great blog post  i usually go on thrift store hunts for things i can fix up to fit my alternative needs as a person on disability the cheaper option is always better for me if i get lucky enough to be able to go to a store i of course shop at hot topic sometimes i do go to ross to try to find things but usually have no luck where do i get my inspiration i get my inspiration from people i see on youtube like dre roynane i love her outfits  alot of the time i also search on pinterest to fill my needs of ideas i like to model so i try to fit my astestic as best as i can cause it makes me happy to look the way i do  check out my lastest video https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LQGn3kfuy74&t=321s